I don’t want to be this way anymore
How can one person hate themselves so much but love the way they live their life
It makes no sense
I just want a hot bath, a bottle of wine and a good movie
Why do you go away? So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving.
Lie down and look up at the ceiling and breathe with those curiously fragile lungs of yours and remind yourself: Don’t worry. Don’t worry. All is as it was meant to be. It was meant to be lonely and terrifying and unfair and heaving. Don’t worry.
We have 3 triple tibial osteotomy operations in the next 3 weeks
One each week
I’m so excited!
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.