My whole life I have been told I won’t be able to make it
For pretty much everything
And my whole life I’ve fought to prove everyone wrong
I don’t know how to live my life without fighting for it anymore
I don’t know what life is without struggle
I don’t take losing well
I drive people away
I wish someone would stay and be patient with me
Help me learn how to just let life happen and that I don’t have to fight every step of the way
I don’t need a lover for this
Though love seems to be a very good driving force for me
I’m so tired
Mentally exhausted having battled myself along the way
This is no way to live
Destroying yourself but fighting to live
I am not my illnesses
But sometimes they overpower me so much
I feel that’s all I am
And that is why I wish to end it.

pervysam

pervysam:

You’re gonna meet some strangers
Welcome to the zoo
Bitter disappointment
Except for one or two

Some of them are angry
Some of them are mean
Most of them are twisted
Few of them are clean

And when you go dancing with young men
Down at the disco
Just keep it simple
You don’t have to kiss though

Don’t waste time with the idiots
That think that they’re heroes
They will betray you
Stick with us weirdos

For all your days and nights
I’m gonna be there
I’m gonna be there
Yes, I will

Go gentle through your life
If you want me I’ll be there
When you need me I’ll be there
For you

Don’t try to make them love you
Don’t answer every call
Baby, be a giant
Let the world be small

Some of them are deadly
Some don’t let it show
If they try and hurt you
Just let your daddy know

Now when you go giving your heart
Make sure they deserve it
If they haven’t earned it
Keep searching, it’s worth it

For all your days and nights
I’m gonna be there
I’m gonna be there
Yes, I will

Go gentle through your life
If you want me I’ll be there
When you need me I’ll be there
For you

Go gentle to the light
I’m gonna be there
I’m gonna be there
Yes, I will

If all your days are nights
When you want me I’ll be there
Say my name and I’ll be there
For you